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Beholden
05:29
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The day that things changed between us
Don’t want it to stop, you know
The trade of motion demeans us
Our momentum stopped, controlled
I wish that I could spit and scream and flail for what I want mine
But it’s just more in my character to fade to black as a thought, kind
The way I cautiously need us
It hurts not to start, you know
Today I open my heart out
My pandora’s box unclothed
There are just too many articles written by ironic life
Just hold me till I can remember my vulnerable mind
How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden
While lately there’s been no magic moments where I have been holden
How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden
While lately there’s been no magic moments where I have been holden
The ray, like lightning deceives us
Illuminates a warm glow
Betray two weeks that dream us
Till second place burns, burns cold
Each spring I find myself left with the remnants of forgotten snow
I am a token, not be broken, yes, this I know
The way the taken have seen us
I am their hope, controlled
The fray of rot that seats us
Stuck behind glass pedestal
I have grown to laugh at this place I’ve been placed to find
It doesn’t suit me all much better than loneliness or lack of trying
How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden
While lately there’s been no magic moments where I have been holden
How do I separate the magic moments, not to be beholden
While lately there’s been no magic moments where I have been holden
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Heart of the World
05:42
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At the top of the world, at the top of the world
Their feelings won’t change no matter what we do
At the top of the world, at the top of the world
Their feelings won’t change no matter what we do
The suitcase inside of our hearts won’t ever do
The suitcase inside of our hearts won’t ever do
At the top of the world, at the top of the world
Their feelings won’t change no matter what we do
At the top of the world, at the top of the world
Their feelings won’t change no matter what we do
They’re bought and sold so many times, it won’t ever do
They’re bought and sold too many times it won’t ever do
But at the heart of the world, at the heart of the world
Things always change no matter what you do
But at the heart of the world, at the heart of the world
Things always change no matter what you do
The smooth change inside of our hearts won’t ever do
The smooth change inside of our hearts won’t ever do
Don’t go lying to yourself
Cause at the heart of the world, at the heart of the world
Things always change no matter what you do
At the heart of the world, at the heart of the world
Things always change no matter what you do
The suitcase inside of our hearts won’t ever do
The smooth change inside of our hearts won’t ever do
At the top of the world, at the top of the world
At the heart of the world, at the heart of the world
To keep us all from the end
To keep us all from the end (just a while longer, just a while longer)
Cause at the heart of the world things always change
At the heart of the world it’s so, so very strange
We do things outside of our norms (we) might (not) ever do
We do things outside of our norms we won’t ever do
To keep us from the end
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3. |
Time Never Grows Back
03:53
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Time Never Grows Back
Not even when you need it to, you’re on your own cause time never grows back
And you want to, yeah
And you want to, yeah
Fly high like a bird in the sky
(so very high)
Getting poisoned slowly
By medicine
But what gets medicined
Sometimes never grows back
Time never grows back
Not even if you need it to, you’re on your own cause time never grows back
Time Never Grows Back
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4. |
Sorry Spider
02:10
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I’m sorry spider,
I’ve been programmed to be scared of you, what do I do?
I’m sorry spider
I’ve been programmed to be scared of you, so I’ll step on you
For a little while I’ve been running round this place
And I see you everywhere
So I’ll find an object to take you down
Like a frying pan, or a hardcover book
I’m sorry sorry sorry
I’m sorry spider,
I’ve been programmed to be scared of you, what do I do?
I’m sorry spider
I’ve been programmed to be scared of you, so I’ll step on you
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5. |
Dear Toxic People
02:56
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Sitting in the endless plight
That started when you faded from my eyes
You brought me up to let me down
And then to spread my entrails all around
Well there’s not another tear that will fall from my eyes to vindicate the traitorous sight of you dear
The smile that you wore just functioned as a disguise and then you turned to run and hide it’s true dear
The standards that I hold you to are the ones I use to go about my life
Seems I raised the bar a little high for someone stuck in their own mind, it’s true dear
Well there’s not another tear that will fall from my eyes to vindicate the traitorous sight of you dear
The tears that fell formed craters around my eyes less lethal than your toxic mind dear, it’s true dear
It’s to you I owe this rage, it’s a toll you never had to pay
The others redeemed themselves, but you were my judas when I descended into hell
So I wish you well in your own sh**
But f*** with me twice and I’m not gonna forget
Your apology is empty with the space inside you tried to hard to fill
There’s not another tear that will fall from my eyes to vindicate the traitorous sight of you dear
The smile that you wore just functioned as a disguise and that’s all that remains of you and I, dear
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6. |
Scatterthoughts
05:33
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So our heroes appear, washed up on the shore of a desert island far from home
In the churning of generational tides, we an opening. A crack.
A way to make the world that they’ve seen closer to the world that they want it to be
My spirit’s been writhing, reaching towards the light shined by darkness
Slowly as trees bend
Branches
Hanging across timelines
I’ll learn my essence in each one
Whether brimstone or pearl, fashion me like diamonds
Spread the seeds of my truth like reincarnation
Carnations
The way ideas flower
The way the world twist round towards justus
Within each day, I know that I’m the one
To find my way before the darkness comes
I stay up late till I see the morning sun
So I can find my way among everyone
STUPIDITY BURNS HOLES IN MY BRAIN THE WAY MILITARISM CUTS A HOLE IN MY SOUL
Someone said they’d like to know somebody
And some would say they don’t know what that means
But all I know is that to know somebody, you know the part of your self that can see them for who they are
Who they truly are
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7. |
Gnawa Jam
02:34
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8. |
Indefinitely
04:04
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There’s goals ahead and goals behind, but we’re stuck in the middle
Indefinitely, yeah
Indefinitely
There’s goals ahead and goals behind, but we’re stuck in the middle
Indefinitely, yeah
Indefinitely
Indefinitely
Indef initely
In definitely
definitely
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9. |
Lost
03:15
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I want to get lost
No satellite to tell me where I am
Just wandering around with no middleman
I want to get lost
Because roads are just circles with no end, unless you get lost and reach a different bend
It opens up so sweetly when I look with just my mind
I want to get lost
Wanderlust while lazing around again
Yeah, then I’d be lost without a care
I want to get lost and found in a different air
This town’s getting small with a need to get there,
But it opens up so sweetly when I look with just my mind
Look with just my mind
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10. |
Keys to the Battle
04:07
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Staring at the keys to the battle
Trynna lead the beast to the well
Staring at the keys to the battle
Momma know you do that well
Now you’ve got to cease with the bottle
Tell em bring peace to themselves
Now you’ve got to cease with the bottle
Momma know you that well
In our first dreams, it’s all we know
We don’t ask why
In our first dreams there’s nothing before
So we have a good time
Now you’ve got the trees to get toppled
Tell them to police themselves
Now you’ve got the trees to get toppled
Momma know you do that well
Now you’ve got the keys to the battle
Now you’ve gotta bring the beast beast to the well
Now you’ve got the keys to the battle
Your momma know you do that well
In our first dreams it’s all we know
We don’t ask why
In our first dreams there’s nothing before
So we have a good time
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11. |
When Life Falls Back
04:56
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12. |
Lavender or Blue
08:01
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Each day I’ve named by the color of its hue
Yesterday was a lavender or a blue
What it means I don’t know
What it means I don’t know but for me it’s true
What it means I don’t know but it could mean the same thing to you
And that’s on us
While the fuel inside our hearts overflew
(That’s on us)
Till it left a puddle from overuse
What we’re doing I don’t know, what we’re doing I don’t know.
Think of all the ways we could rise
Let fear NOT stop you from trying
But how far will it take before it all goes away?
That’s on us
Feelings that come over you
That’s on us
Stuck inside a mirror of thought I knew
What it means I don’t know, what it means I don’t know
That stagnant air we breathe
Will pop like bubbles in the breeze
That stagnant air we breathe will pop li k e b u b b le s i n t h e b r e e z e .
Each day I’ve named by the color of its hue
Yesterday was lavender or maybe a little blue
What it means I don’t know but for me it’s true
It might mean the same thing to me as it does to you
That stagnant air we breathe
will
Pop
like
bubbles
in the breeze
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